Monday, September 8, 2025

7:19 on Monday the 8th

I don't know why this has been so hard. Some days it feels impossible to get started after being away for a few days. Sometimes I encounter this feeling of dread when trying to get started. What is that? Why? Is it a warning, stress, a subconscious communication? Maybe it's late after a long day of work and my meds have worn off. I don't know... and I probably never really will. I choose to push on instead.

You know, today I just want to make some weird choices. I feel like I need to do something to shake up how I've been approaching things.

There's this line:

 The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.

It's often attributed to Einstein. Funny enough, there's no real evidence linking it to him. I think a lot of people my age first heard this line while playing Far Cry 3.

Whether or not it's a real quote from Big Al doesn’t dilute the impact it's had on me. Doing something whacky instead of following the same approach could lead to a breakthrough... or at least help me break through the mental barrier I'm fighting.

Let's see how this goes...

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